waking up in a womens arms

Ok its been awhile since my last post still no follower well I maybe should avitse this thing better oh well id just like to say im now a man because I got blind drunk for the first time and then had to deal with the horrible effects of a hang over while at work and not getting any sleep at all for a whole night


and yes i did wake up in a bed with women but i dont think anything happend oh well next time

stuff rocks/sucks

Ok well last post was pretty negative and what I have noticed in the last fe weeks could now me summed up thus


Life is shit

Humans can recover from almost anything

Life is some sort of sick twister game

I hate the hour of 4am someone should stab it

yeah me venting on life

Ok everyone I have decided to turn this into more a diary I will still write about that other stuff but yeah I’m feeling really shit right now lol so I have to post this.


Ok I’m 21 but I should say till this year I have never really felt any serious romantic feelings for a girl when ever I have in the past there have been really good reasons why I could not let feelings developed last year for instance I felt something towards a girl but she was taken so I did not allow my feelings to devopled well this year that had changed and I started writing this blog with a view of talking about my feelings once I was more confident.


Well that’s un likely to happen now so lets just do it anyway

This whole romance thing did not go so well lol um a few years ago I never even considered thats I might fall in love one day now I wonder if I ever can again I’m sort of bitter and stuff right now and yeah not feeling at my best its ironic because my life should be really good right now im not poor anymore and my uni work is going really well why dose life keep cockblocking me

me talking about me


So given that no one seams to care about me which is hardly a surprise I though I might start by talking about random stuff so people was aspergers suffer from a lot of different stuff for me it effects my hand writing and essay skills as a uni student this is pretty bad for instance it took about an hour and a half to write this update


the other way it effects me is in social contact here is the problem in most cases people with aspergers find it hard to make eye contact I though conscious effort do not. But I do have problems on picking up on social ques so unless you tell me what your thinking I don’t know this results in me saying things that seam weird sometimes cruel or harsh or dumb for me this in my personal life is one of the most daunting things. However even when I am able to over come these things there is a cost for me it’s a get very fatigued esspiliy after a lot of social contact its normal for me to fall asleep as soon as I get home normally I get one or two hours of productive time a week night on weekends when I don’t have social contact I get by on 8 hours sleep a night on week days I need closer to 16


ok well I got to go now I will up date again asap once again bye all and to say that I write these as a diary as much as information for others in my condition and the parent and friends of those in this condition I live with a much stigmatized condition I hope one day this will not be the case

so it begains

So it begins

Hi everyone I doubt anyone will read this or care but I’m going through an interesting time of life right now and I wanted to share my thoughts to an anonymous audience so my name is munch I live in Australia I am 21 and among others aspects of my life I suffer from the disorder aspergers this is a largely misunderstood problem and has affected every area of my life suffice to say it is my life anyway likely as not I will abandon this in a few weeks till then I wanted to record my thoughts on what it is like to have this condition