Wednesday, June 9, 2010

me talking about me


So given that no one seams to care about me which is hardly a surprise I though I might start by talking about random stuff so people was aspergers suffer from a lot of different stuff for me it effects my hand writing and essay skills as a uni student this is pretty bad for instance it took about an hour and a half to write this update


the other way it effects me is in social contact here is the problem in most cases people with aspergers find it hard to make eye contact I though conscious effort do not. But I do have problems on picking up on social ques so unless you tell me what your thinking I don’t know this results in me saying things that seam weird sometimes cruel or harsh or dumb for me this in my personal life is one of the most daunting things. However even when I am able to over come these things there is a cost for me it’s a get very fatigued esspiliy after a lot of social contact its normal for me to fall asleep as soon as I get home normally I get one or two hours of productive time a week night on weekends when I don’t have social contact I get by on 8 hours sleep a night on week days I need closer to 16


ok well I got to go now I will up date again asap once again bye all and to say that I write these as a diary as much as information for others in my condition and the parent and friends of those in this condition I live with a much stigmatized condition I hope one day this will not be the case

Friday, June 4, 2010

so it begains

So it begins

Hi everyone I doubt anyone will read this or care but I’m going through an interesting time of life right now and I wanted to share my thoughts to an anonymous audience so my name is munch I live in Australia I am 21 and among others aspects of my life I suffer from the disorder aspergers this is a largely misunderstood problem and has affected every area of my life suffice to say it is my life anyway likely as not I will abandon this in a few weeks till then I wanted to record my thoughts on what it is like to have this condition